Saturday, August 13, 2011

2010 Never before

I brightly remember scribbling onto pink paper
to send you loveletters, let you know how I felt
You ran across the fucking state before I
even got to post them in the bloody mail

Now burning them in misery
realizing you never loved me true
I end my pathetic seek of love
and restore my once-lost independence.

I wasn't born to serve anybody
but myself to make me feel happy
never felt so pleased before
never felt myself opening doors
never listened to my own heart
never before have I felt real life .... start

All of this is a new beginning
the end of something pathetic and blue

No-one else to blame this time
I've made mistakes, only one person to hate
But I won't. Not this time.
This time I'll learn and do it better next time.

So many opportunities stand in my way
suddenly the Sun shines so brightly!
I can see no storms in distance.
Nothing can ruin this state of mine

called PEACE.

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